Thursday, October 25, 2007 10:03 AM

I have a small cold today, but I feel quite happy. I was surprised by the last sad poem/post. I suppose it can be justified in its own right. A bird is outside of the lab, I wish I could work with animals one day in the future. I want to take hold of this world, and squeeze it in my arms till everything is okay. I am a citizen of this world, and I have a right to succeed, a right to be happy. lol. I don't know where that fit in. I think I can achieve my dreams.
HA Ha, how funny. I had just seen a swooping of birds fly by the window in a hurry. I wondered why they left , when they looked so comfortable. Then like 2 seconds later this go-cart zoomed by. lol. it was really a funny scene you had to be there. Like from one of those Looney tunes. Oh well the birds are probably okay.They're somewhere, waiting to get back.Maybe in that tree over there.
Do you think that your presentation will spark good rumors of you? Can't you not wait to see the film for yourself, or are you afraid you will be much worse than you want to imagine. Or perhaps something equally distressing, perhaps you will be just a smiiiidget less than perfect? How distressing. I guess I'll wait and see.The world likes to be decieved.
I want you to finish that sweeet little book, think of grand things to put into it. I liked the midnight billboards idea.You know what, I think you just might make all A's this semester. Imagine. Hey the birds are back. I love birds. All birds. Cats are nice too. and tigres are the best out of the cats. but house cats are cool too. Why am I talking about cats?
Tell me, do you love imagining how well your article will be recieved? I know you, I know you will not submit it till it is perfect in your eyes. I hope what is perfect in your eyes is AMAZING in the other ppls eyes. I really hope you the best.
I know you will be sad or mad again soon, but atleast take advantage of right now. Now is good huh? Now is happy and hopeful. And always remember, just as sure as you are content now, its just as sure you will be distressed and sad later. Everything will happen again in cycles. If you take it easily, it will pass. Days years, no matter how slow, will pass. Just pray for one thing. Pray that IT won't end for you in vain. Pray that all that you wanted, even if it has to come with the bad , pray that all you wanted will come true in your lifetime.
I wish the birds would return soon, you know. I really do love birds.
like my weird stream of consciousness . someone whose reading this knows what I meant by all that. don't worry i'm not crazy.