Monday, April 02, 2007 11:36 AM
Don't you think its weird(to say the least)if someone recognized their own flaws, and then; even knew which road
to take to fix them--BUT, just choses not to for the time being? C'est bizzare?
Like, I know that I could be a stellar human being, (AND I MEAN STELLAR) if I were to change like 10 things max about myself. I would list them here but I'd sort of rather not( come on, I can't tell you all EVERYTHING)--but I will tell you they're simple things that aren't necessarily awful for me right now (yes they are)
--okay nevermind I'll list them so you get the gist of where I'm going (maybe I do tell you all everything?)
1. Stay focused with prayer (Wake up for Fajr DAMMIT)
Seriously why is that soo hard for you? Time is flying by, and time won't always be on your side( you know this damn you)--Funny how I'm saying this like I'm having an out of body experience, looking down @ myself like I'm some other person-
2. Try studying ahead--Like 2 weeks atleast.<--- This one is excrutiatingly hard for me). Mind bogglingly difficult-WHY! I think getting A's on exams and papers after a night of cramming only supports this incessant cramming disease.(ICD) Sometimes deeeep inside (GOD FORBID) I wish I'd fail or get a low grade after cramming--so I could see its a baddd call.(P.S God, don't listen to the above please I'll change no F's please :)
3. Stop playing around all the time (like joking--be serious too)Not only when you're in one of those deep contemplative moments about how life could be better for the world a.k.a spacing out --NO MORE PHILOSOPHICAL AIRY/DREAMY THOUGHTS; How can you fix YOU? DO YOU! You flake.
4.Don't be so self-absorbed (seriously its not cool)
5. Dress up sometimes( ..you don't have to have a reason??)
6. Be extremely kind to parental units-no talking back EVER. Stop yourself no matter what --even if it kills you, atleast you'll be headed to heaven on two counts ;)
7. Take life seriously, serious!
(Come on, you know you live only once--you've simply got to improve.No jokes, no funnies, no 2 ways about it. You've got to stay ahead of the game.
Follow 1-6 and you know everything will go perfectly. If you don't you know good and well you won't stand a fighting chance. YOUR CALL!
Hmm--wow only 7 I'm not as bad as I thought
Mon Dieu, aidè moi
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