Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:17 AM
If you could see what I feel ;) The sun The sun

The sun!
I'm afraid to graduate guys; I'm serious--its not even funny anymore. I can't believe I only have 1 year left.
Freaky.
P.S I hate change
But thats life you know, its sort of a mixed blessing, life is. I really want to get started on my big adventure. It seems I've been in a cloud for about 8 years. A cushy cloud with only grades to worry about and a p/t job.
Wait, Damn! It was 7 years ago that I was a freshman in highschool? What? I'm an old mother-f. (Haha, just playing)
yeah b'not really :(
Okay so I'm 20 friggin years old now, getting out when I'm 21. Yes, things are going as planned. But that doesn't make it any more less frightening. How do I explain this to you?
I'll be straight forward. The following is going to be my disgustingly-hectic world for 2007-08.
Impending Doom is scheduled as follows:
- July--> Visit Law school of choice ( already chosen--there is no Plan B)
- Aug-Sept--> Meet with Advisor to schedule a plausible date for the LSAT
- October-->Register with LSDAS (Law School Data Assembly Service)
- October (2)--> Sign up for fellowships for France and or Peacecorps ( Peacecorps is last choice though, for study abroad after graduation)
- November-->Start studying for LSAT (I mean HARDCORE studying)
- November (2) Tell the advisors to pony up on the Recommendations to Fellowship & L.S
- December--> Register to graduate (Send in Applications for Commencement date)
- January 15 2008--> Send in Application to Fellowships meet with advisor at "Law School of Choice"
Honest to God, thats whats going to happen. WTH
By May 2008-->>
- Should already know which fellowship I will take. Most likely UNESCO fellowship
- Register to take LSAT come December 2008
- Get ready set--go!
So I know the plan.
But I've been in this comfortable cloud for sometime now as I said earlier--I'm really kind of afraid of stepping into this "ball of terror".
I will probably be taking a fellowship in a foreign country most likely France, so I can be 100% proficient in the French language.I know I need to be fluent. This will put my foot in the door for the grand finale; which is of course becoming a Legal Consultant(Lawyer) for an International Organization (ahem..UN).
Yes, I said it--from my mouth to God (Inshallah). I don't worry about me delivering, I worry about the road I choose to get there.
Did I tell you I've narrowed it down to either Environmental Law or International Law? I think both are suitable for my interests and goals. In the meantime I need to keep my grades steadily remaining good. Oh man, I need a 3.75 atleast when I graduate , now I have a 3.61. But I still have quite a few classes left--THEY BETTER ALL BE A's DAMMIT-- Or else I'm gonna have to kick someones ass.
My own?
Yeaaah--so thats me right now. It felt nice sharing it with a blog--almost like filing it--so its not just tiny pieces of paper floating around in my head. I know now what to do undeniably--don't ge me wrong though, I knew all along. It just looks nice in ink--er pixels.
Good Luck with all of your stuff people.
Wish me good luck
--seriously do it right now wish me good luck out loud or in your head.
If you don't do this, I take back my good luck wish to you--I hope you fail.
Ahh--just kidding though. (uhm not really..)
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